I’m so completely sick of being the only person around me who doesn’t have someone special that I can rely on. Whether it be a significant other, a really close best friend, a really close sibling, everyone has someone who infallibly remains there for them. I don’t have that and it’s killing me. I can’t do it anymore. I want love. Real true love. Maybe it won’t be in the form of romance, but I’d still like it. I have no one. I have friends, yes, but i never feel like I’m truly on the same page as them. I guess I’ve never been on the same page as anybody. One would think that I’d grow the fuck up and get used to it…but that’s just the problem…I’ve already done my growing up too fast and now I’m stuck. I love being different, unique, etc. and having something completely original to offer, but it gets so lonely.
Oh god listen to me. Wading in my own pool of self pity. I’m so selfish.
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In my opinion, which won’t be taken particularly seriously because apparently gay guys can’t find women attractive at all, every woman/girl I have ever met has been is beautiful beyond words in her own unique and, in fact, beautiful way. It’s a crime to humanity that so many of them are unable to see that. Furthermore, it’s a sin that the average man is unable to see that and then treat women the way they do.
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